I have failed in almost every aspect of life. Despite of my ...

I have failed in almost every aspect of life. Despite of my honest efforts I am not able to get what I desire/deserve. Now i have lost the hope too. Whom I love alwayys betray me. What is my fault? I really dont know. I want to die but cannot 'cause I have 6 year old son And till he gets matured enough I have to be with him. But how long I have to kill my self respect is only known to God who created me and my future. My husband is not happy with me. God tell me what should I do.

My DOB----------- 14-02-1970
My Time of birth--------- 11.20 pm
my place of birth -------- srinagar(Jammu and kashmir)

Please tell what is wrong and what is the remedy